February 2010
We're bipolar.
fifteendays:
Sometimes I love you until there is no ends and I daydream about spending the rest of my life with you. Other times you make me so mad that I could just run through a wall and not get hurt based on pure adrenaline. Most days you make me smile, and others you make me cry. It’s a hell of a ride, but you make my life interesting. You give me reason, and most of all you give me love. I...
Don't Be Alarmed
This is an English assignment. DON’T BE ALARMED. I DO NOT PLAN ON KILLING MYSELF. The Serious One: Goodbye world. Goodbye to old friends kept dear, and new friends just made. Goodbye passionate kisses. Goodbye loving smiles… They always turned my legs to jelly. Goodbye deep, blue eyes… I could always lose track of time while staring into them. But I wasn’t supposed to be...
Bookends
Time it was and what a time it was it was, A time of innocence a time of confidences. Long ago it must be, I have a photograph Preserve your memories, they’re all that’s left you
January 2010
Lady Bowie Lives Again
For a special one day only!
For my mom not being a makeup artist, she sure did a good job.
Beauty. I Wish I Was This Pretty.
Starr
Roses are red, violets are blue, fuck you whore.
– (500) Days Of Summer
Tom: I love her smile. I love her hair. I love her knees. I love how she licks...
– (500) Days Of Summer
The Grate
The Woman Of The Woods Came By
I Look Thin
Oh And
My face is dry.
Stupid acne wash.
I HATE YOU EXFOLIATING SCRUB BEADS WITH MEDICINE IN THEM!
CURSE YOU!
Probably
That left me with the worst feeling.
That gig sucked out my soul.
I’m not really sure why.
And that was sarcasm.
The only part I enjoyed was the walk to and from Foster Brothers.
It was good to talk to C.B. again without him glaring at me.
Although it’s kind of been like that for awhile now.
But tonight we actually kind of forgot about everything that happened to us in the...
The Tale Of Cox Alley
We had a DTeam gig
In Downingtown.
It was a birthday party for a bunch of little girls
In Downingtown.
We then proceeded to walk to the pizza place down the street
In Downingtown.
I annoyed them by saying
In Downingtown.
It was good to walk through a scary alley with a four of my good friends by my side
In Downingtown.
No Trespassing, No Swimming, No Fishing, No Ice Skating.
In...
Scream
I'm In Love With My Guitar
Hai Thar
What In Heaven's Name Are You Looking At?
Faith, Trust, & Pixie Dust
I’m struggling for words these days.
I can’t find them anymore.
Inspiration has dwindled away.
…
On another note, we have to write two suicide notes for English.
…
What kind of composition is that?
The sad thing is…
I know everything I want to put on it.
Cha-Cha-Cha-Cha-Changes
Quick One
Cello Cello Cello Cello
No Liar, I Ain't Either
Your Town Is Very Famous For The Little Girl
I Missed You And I Must Admit
I kissed a few, and once did sit on Ivor the Engine Driver’s lap and later with him… Had a nap.
Words Are Flowing Out Like Endless Rain Into A...
With Every Mistake We Must Surely Be Learning
Yeah. Great. Break My Heart. It's So Easy To Do,...
Just leave me alone.
I’ll go fall back in love with the young Dick Van Dyke.
I Don't Really Understand You
Hero Of Time. Yeah. I'm Cool.
Looming
Never Say That Again
You Disappoint Me
You Sorry Fool
Skull Kid, Skull Kid
Temple Of Time
If You Forget
I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if...
I Don't Want To Tell Anyone
Especially not my mother.
She would worry too much.
She already worries about me enough.
My student gym teacher looks like Dan.
You know, the one who died this summer.
I haven’t said his name in a long time, in fear it’ll start me off again. I haven’t even looked at it typed or written in a very long time.
I walked into gym 3rd period, and I couldn’t breathe.
Worst...
(talking about Tales of Symphonia)
…And do you remember how hard it was...
– The Guy At Game Stop
Ugh
You always get offline when I say something really awkward.
I can’t help but think it’s my fault.
I should just never speak to you again.
I’ll ignore you at rehearsal. For the next three months.
Shouldn’t be that hard…
Right?