April 2010
1 Year Old
Back to the start and you really don’t look a day over one, I can’t believe it’s been so long we used to spill the secrets of the world to each other but we never will again; we have changed for the better
An Act In Four Seasons
Yearning, only for you openly hiding everything you could never understand we may not see eye to eye anymore, and in reality, I hide away, concealing everything, no matter how foolish anyone can see this was never meant to be although I long for your soft caress, I can imagine the real thing could put me to tears in your strong embrace due to your refined body you could enchant me to never love...
Shadows Still Remain
When my heart was small It would slow to a crawl And be easier to lock away
It grew and it grew And when I finally met you It didn’t want to stay
I learned to love And I’m so unworthy of Your heart, which you display
Love would shrink and grow And when you would go The world would keep it at bay
My fire keeps burning My stomach keeps churning But my heart still knows the way
“I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss of her mouth, one touch...”
– Seth: City of Angels
Been Through This Such A Long Long Time
I’m only a mess when I’m talking to you.
I should stop talking to you.
That should fix the problem.
OK
I’m such an idiot. Why do I keep babbling to you?
Because I’m stupid.
Yep.
Stupid.
So stupid that my dreams were plagued with it.
Staring In Your Eyes
Hypnotized
Barely Breathing
I couldn’t catch my breath. I forgot how to breathe Throwing a goofy grin in my direction It’s hard to write this all My mind still isn’t working I’m overwhelmed. “Nothing lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change.” “When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained.” I think she was right. My heart is aching. The show went great....
1/23/06 To 4/20/10
Thus ends my time taking guitar lessons. I’ve decided to switch to keys for now.
I’ve had a good time with all of the teachers I had.
I had JdR for six shows.
I had JS for four shows.
And JN for two shows.
It’s been fun, but I’ll pick it up again later.
I Greatly Dislike
Your relationship.
Stop bitching about how bad it is because he didn’t ask you to prom “in a good way.”
Guys aren’t romantic in this day and age, and they often forget about trivial things such as prom.
Don’t get so worked up that he didn’t want to go until the last minute.
Wah.
Get over yourself.
“and so Castles made of Sand
Melt into the sea
Eventually.”
– Jimi Hendrix
Hungry Heart
List of movies I want to see so I won’t forget:
Sleepless in Seattle
Music & Lyrics
Clueless
13 Going On 30
Uptown Girls
How To Deal
Just Like Heaven
Groundhog Day
Big
The Waterboy
Dodgeball
Up
Time Traveler’s Wife
Better Off Dead
Oklahoma!
500 Days Of Summer
Edward Scissorhands
The Blind Side
Just Friends
Just a random list. I was searching through iTunes for...
I Wrote Down This Song
I feel like his parents don’t like me anymore.
I made one bad comment about not believing in something and they act weirdly towards me the rest of the night.
He doesn’t believe either… But I guess they don’t know that.
And then he had to go bring up the time his mom first met me… I felt like a total whore…
Thanks.
Vanish
Don’t spend your life waiting for me.
Do You Ever...
…Cry in public after reading a really good book? I finished reading The Time Traveler’s Wife today during lunch. I wanted to sob. I let the tiniest amount of tears fall down my cheeks, but other than that, I tried my best to hold it it.
During English, I couldn’t focus. Books move me to such lengths. I don’t think this happens to anyone else. I get so depressed over sad...
Protection: A MUST Have
Excuse me? You’re probably pregnant?
I just laughed so hard milk came out of my nose.
Whose fault is that?
Yours. And your boyfriend’s.
Dumb bitch.
Don’t text my boyfriend asking him where to find Morning After Pills, baby killer.
In fact, don’t text him at all. He hates you, and so do I.
"I Won't Ever Leave You, Even Though You're Always...
It’s hard being left behind
I’m reading The Time Traveler’s Wife. I must say it’s much better than the movie. It’s beautiful.
Fighting Evil My Moonlight
I’m going for a very serious type of doctor’s appointment next Thursday. Something’s wrong with me, and they’ll probably run tests. I’m afraid for what it may be.
I have to tell my mother something very personal. I didn’t want her to find out quite yet, but now I’m being forced to tell her.
He and I are still happily (more or less) together. We’ve...
I'm Seeking The Courage I Lack
Watching the Sound of Music always makes me really sad. It reminds me of my trip to Germany. I’ve been to where it takes place, you know:
Salzburg, Austria.
It was marvelous when I visited.
I felt like Julie Andrews and I quietly sang songs from the movie while touring the city.
A Small Sequel To A Long Story
She and I start living our lives again. We go our separate ways. After living a million or so lives together, we have grown tired of one another. Not to say that we don’t love each other, it’s just a different love now. It’s not a passionate love, it’s a love bound together by friendship.
Soon after we return from our faraway planet, we begin dating other people. I pursue...
Yes, I Do.
Painting easter eggs got a hell of a lot better.
This year my mother found a kit that contains a sponge. Sponge painting easter eggs! Who would have thunk it? It’s so much more entertaining and artistic.
“‘Anyway… we’ve decided we don’t care about getting into...”
– Fred and George
“‘Oh, are you a Prefect, Percy?’ said one of the twins, with an air...”
– Fred & George 