October 2010
I Feel Like The Coolest Person Ever Right Now
Not only did I finally finish AVPS and told my mom to buy me a Starkid Shirt, I BEAT SEPHIROTH IN KH2 AND GOT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL KEYBLADE IN THE WORLD. /geek.
September 2010
The Last Scene Of AVPS Keeps Freezing
I’M IN A RAGE! THIS IS THE MADDEST I’VE EVER BEEN.
AVPS
What’s the Elder Wand? It doesn’t matter now.
Creative Project?
I’m having a hard time deciding what I should do for our English Project towards the end of October. There’s always playing guitar and singing, but I’ve done that so many times. Maybe if I learn a really tough piano song and sing with that, that’d be cooler? Or am I just a loser?
I See You Sometimes
I see the old friend I used to love so dearly. Your mask doesn’t always hold up. Sometimes, the old you slips through the cracks, even if it’s only for a brief moment. I live for those instants. The instants where your eyes light up at the very sight of me, and where our laughs are the only things we can hear. We used to be all right. I still miss my best friend. I’m still...
Shame, Shame
I want to share a secret with someone. Anyone. Anyone who will listen. I feel trapped.
I Haven't Posted Much Lately
Oops. A lot’s been going on. Too much on my mind.
You remind me of the babe.
What babe? The babe with the power. What power? The power of voodoo. Who do? YOU DO! Do what? Remind me of the babe.
BOWIE
IT WAS SO GOOD. AND PUDGE CAME. AND WE TURNED IT INTO A DANCE PARTY AND I LOOK AWESOME AND SO DID EVERYONE ELSE AND WE JUST HAD A LOT OF FUN.
NO BIG DEAL.
THIS KID'S A GINGER
48 Hours
So I think I’ll be blogging for the newspaper soon?? I’m thinking my life just got better.
Bowie’s in two days. I’m excited out of my mind.
Will’s pocket watch also came in the mail today. DID I MENTION IT’S GORGEOUS.
I’m trying to write a new story for a contest. I may submit an old one.
I'd Post The Story I Just Wrote
But I don’t want anyone to know.
I Am So Excited
Pennhurst. Opening its doors. To the public. As a haunted house. I am bursting with curiosity and excitement. You can’t even imagine how much I’ve longed to explore it. And the tunnels. Oh the tunnels.
I can’t wait to meet you.
I Only Feel Like I'm Dying
No big deal. It’s not like I have Bowie this weekend. Oh wait.
I Think
If I stall and ad-lib a lot of junk about the pictures on my slideshow, I CAN MAKE THIS REPORT LAST FOR TEN MINUTES.
Chi Tea
Relaxing and warm. Must finish this stupid research. My mind is wandering. Sorry Mrs. Robinson, but I really don’t care about The David.
What A Week
And I’m getting sick.
But orange hair will make it all better?
I Need To Get Into Pink Floyd
The lunatic is on the grass. The lunatic is on the grass. Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs. Got to keep the loonies on the path. The lunatic is in the hall. The lunatics are in my hall. The paper holds their folded faces to the floor And every day the paper boy brings more. And if the dam breaks open many years too soon And if there is no room upon the hill And if your head...
I Need To Finish My Paper
Instead my mind is wandering.
Everything I Know Is A Lie
Every single god damn thing.
She's On Her Deathbed
A woman I never knew is dying. She called my mom to tell her she loves her very much. When my mom’s mom died just before she went off to college, she helped out her family a great deal. Cancer got to her, and now she’s dying.
I’m so sad. I never knew her and I’m sitting here crying, mourning for the woman I never knew.
And To Know You Lied...
Even in the dark I can see the vast ocean ebbing and flowing rain comes drenching you in your own agony this tears me apart to hear you want nothing more than to die in your room alone with nothing but a blade, once glorified by me Was I too slow to stop the angels from stealing you from this beastly world? Everything stopped making sense after you left, I was under the impression the world...
Ain't That One Damn Song That Can Make Me Break...
My mind keeps drifting. It’s never on the same subject for long. I wish you were here. Nothing fills this space.
Oh Boy!
Liverpool Beat emailed me back! Now I can get to work on editing more of their pictures. Only problem is, Dave (Paul) wants some happy smiley pictures. Oh I have plenty of him and Anthony (Ringo) smiling and having a good time, BUT NONE OF GEORGE AND JOHN. Oh well, I’ll make their unhappy pictures look happy even if it kills me.
MODERN LOVE
I’m hoping to dye my hair orange for the Bowie show.
A Little Piece Of Heaven
Herb and Deb. Herpin’ and Derpin’.
This Weekend??
It’s like… THIS WEEKEND.
Cept You Cho Chang
You don’t have to do a god damn thing, because everyone already thinks you’re perfect.
Do You Ever Get The Feeling
Someone is watching you. Not from afar, but as if they’re right next to you. As if they were holding you, crooning sweet nothings in your ear. They’re holding my hand, wishing they could be closer.
Probably Just Bombed Callbacks.
No big deal.
WE ALL LIVE IN A YELLOW SUBMARINE
What an interesting night.
Mannschaft Beatles
A reunion is in order.
IN GERMANY. But not really, the funds would be out of this world.
It's Not That Our Love Died
We just never really bloomed.
I'm Glad I Didn't Die Before I Met You
So if you wanna be with me, with these things there’s no telling, we’ll just have to wait and see.
I Met The Man Of My Dreams
In my dreams.
That Sucks
Only slightly heartbroken I missed you BY LESS THAN A MINUTE.
My fault, my fault. Not yours. I’m not mad. A little sad. Nothing I can do but wait it out.
The Waiting Is The Hardest Part
Love of mine, someday you will die, but I’ll be close behind, I’ll follow you into the dark.
I have something I didn’t have before: Hope.
Auditions?
Rocked it. Kicked them in the ass. Impressed not only myself, but Draus and the student teacher whose name escapes me as well.
Auditions Today
Gonna rock it. Just you watch me.
No One's Got It All
So I’m probably going to suck at auditions tomorrow.
I wasn’t cut out to be an actress.
But I’ll give it my best shot.
I'll Never Really Know You
You’re face will become obscured with time, just like the rest.
There's This Kid I Want To Know
I’ve never seen his face. He hides it away, and he closes his eyes whenever I speak to him. This kid happened to land himself in one of the classes I’m in. Do I believe in destiny? No. But we’re together for a reason. Now let’s take a risk, and figure out why we’re alive.
There Isn't A Day When My Heart Doesn't Reach You
Time is nothing.
