I’m terrified of this. The thought of even wanting to leave now scares the hell out of me. I’ll be so far away from everything I love here, but closer to everything I love there. Vague, right? I’ve wanted to get out of here for the longest time, but now that this is happening, I’m having second thoughts. What to do, what to do.
How all my friends are getting completely and utterly hyped to meet Matt. Cameron is convinced that he will be his new best friend. Mike and Mikaela are all “We’ll scare the shit out of him, but then be nice.” Amanda says to pair her with Christian when they meet because the two of them want to make Matt believe they’re crazy, which they are. And lucky pair number one, Skye and Emily, get the pleasure of meeting him Friday over dinner. Hoo boy.
“As far as I can tell, while other lovers go through hell,
we’ll know we’re too cool for damnation.
We may not be cutting edge, but we won’t take the mainstream pledge,
for we don’t need your admiration!”—
Calvin is just fucking stupid sometimes. He’s playing Tony Hawk’s Underground and he’s like WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO TELL ME SHANNON, so I tell him TO FUCKING READ WHAT THEY’RE TELLING HIM TO DO and he ignores me and pisses me off. Whatever.
Someone just posted on the Team CILT group page that they missed playing psychiatrist on the Longhouse deck. The best time was when I was with my adopted cabin and we pretended we were the person to our right. The person “it” didn’t guess for like, an hour. Beautiful.
So I learned At The Bottom Of Everything by Bright Eyes. I’m also thinking about making another funny video for a friend, because not only is it really fun, but he thinks it’s hysterical. But I also want to sit outside and freeze, because I love this weather, contrary to popular belief.