January 2011
Also
Is it summer yet?
“I love you with so much of my heart that none is left to protest.”
– Much Ado About Nothing
My Thoughts On This.
I kinda like it crazy little thing called love.
I'm Glad I've Grown Up
If we would have met sooner, you would have hated me.
Go Away College Stuff
I’m terrified of this. The thought of even wanting to leave now scares the hell out of me. I’ll be so far away from everything I love here, but closer to everything I love there. Vague, right? I’ve wanted to get out of here for the longest time, but now that this is happening, I’m having second thoughts. What to do, what to do.
I Love
How all my friends are getting completely and utterly hyped to meet Matt. Cameron is convinced that he will be his new best friend. Mike and Mikaela are all “We’ll scare the shit out of him, but then be nice.” Amanda says to pair her with Christian when they meet because the two of them want to make Matt believe they’re crazy, which they are. And lucky pair number one,...
Half Birthday.
I’m halfway to 18. That’s a scary thought.
“As far as I can tell, while other lovers go through hell,
we’ll know...”
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That’s me right now.
Will You Still Need Me? Will You Still Feed Me?
When I’m 64.
Bring On The Talks
Late night talks and breakfast in the morning.
Oh Brain Thomas
I’m going to give you a huge hug when I see you today.
Put Your Ray Gun To My Head
Press your space-face close to mine, love. Freak out in a Moonage Daydream, oh yeah
It Gets Cold In Minnesota
I don’t care for the cold. …Harsh.
Watching Old Show Clips
Oh it’s lovely. I love seeing how we all used to look up on stage.
Mel Shay
Is the best friend a girl could ask for.
“We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed...”
“Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
In a minute there is time
For decisions and...”
Get Over Yourself.
You disgust me.
His Loss
Your gain. My gain. Our gain.
My Tongue Is In Knots
My stomach is twisted. I am beyond content.
Deeper Than He Thought.
I offered snow pants.
Let My Love Open The Door
To your heart.
I Don't Care If Monday's Blue...
Tuesday’s gray and Wednesday, too Thursday, I don’t care about you it’s Friday; I’m in love.
Oh. Let Down.
Of course we don’t have a delay. Ah well, it’s not like I only got like… five hours of sleep. No big deal. But it was well worth it.
That Was Weird
My sister’s friend’s dad came to pick his daughter up and he said “Ten ta six” and I laughed to myself. Oh dear.
I'm Pretty Sure
Facebook hates me. It never wants to load on my computer and I randomly sign off of chat. It’s just frustrating.
“I’M GONNA FUCK YOU… UP”
– I didn’t think that insult through.
“You and your wife will be happy in your life together.”
– My fortune cookie.
...That's The Last Time I Let Matt Check Tumblr At...
If Love Is What You Want
Flying saucer take me away And give me your daughter.
“We are all going.”
My Brother Is An Idiot
Calvin is just fucking stupid sometimes. He’s playing Tony Hawk’s Underground and he’s like WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO TELL ME SHANNON, so I tell him TO FUCKING READ WHAT THEY’RE TELLING HIM TO DO and he ignores me and pisses me off. Whatever.
I Miss My Camp Friends
Someone just posted on the Team CILT group page that they missed playing psychiatrist on the Longhouse deck. The best time was when I was with my adopted cabin and we pretended we were the person to our right. The person “it” didn’t guess for like, an hour. Beautiful.
I Guess
I’m going to go play some guitar and then eat some apple pie.
I'm Waiting For It
I’m just waiting for it. At my command, at our command, it will be. But I’m waiting for a catastrophe.
I should have no concerns about this, but I guess all my past follies are pointing to disaster. I guess I just want a real answer.
It’s falling into place. I can’t wait to see your face.
Uh. Yeah. I’m not a poet.
I Still Keep Forgetting I Wrote A Novel
I should read it over and fix all the errors. And I still wonder how many people have read it.
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This Sleet
Is scaring me. I’m sitting at my computer and all of the sudden I hear it pounding on the skylights. I swear to God it’s going to break through and KILL MY FAMILY.
I'm So Bored
So I learned At The Bottom Of Everything by Bright Eyes. I’m also thinking about making another funny video for a friend, because not only is it really fun, but he thinks it’s hysterical. But I also want to sit outside and freeze, because I love this weather, contrary to popular belief.
That News
Just hit me like a brick. My stomach sank.
“Did you big mack yet?”
– Joey Wilks
Oh No
Here comes the rain. Prepare for absolute chaos.
Thinking Outside The Box
I may just walk down the trail into Downingtown and take some pictures. Meet me halfway. Come on. Do it.
Oh School
I really liked how you called to tell me that it was canceled when I was juuuuust about ready to leave the house.
Not Even Flattering
But I creeped Matt and myself out by zooming in on my phone and realizing that I had just texted Matt.
Countdowns
3 days until the weekend. 6 days until I’m halfway to 18. (HOLY SHIT.) 17 days until Dr. Dog. >Insert day count here< Until we get out of school.
I Hope To God
That he doesn’t have any horrible photos of me. I’d never see the end of it.
Oh My.
That’s me. Right over there inbetween philosophy and psychology.
