January 2012
I wish this year will go by slowly.
Jan 1st
I can’t handle this.
Jan 1st
Ringing In The New Year With Arnold
Palmer that is.  
Jan 1st
I'll Make A Better Post Closer To Midnight
You know? I’m sick of seeing all the, “I hated 2011! I can’t wait until 2012! It’s going to be so much better!” Don’t wish your days away. Your year is what you make of it. We’ve all had our ups and downs this year. But we’ve made our days this year count. We’ve all lost people we’ve cared about, emotionally and physically. We’ve...
Jan 1st
I’m missing some great concerts tonight. Company of Thieves in Chicago and River City Extension in Philly. Man. Oh well. Can’t have it all.
Jan 1st
December 2011
One of my resolutions: Become a vegetarian.
Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
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Skyrim. Officially on the bandwagon. Now if only I had an Xbox to play it on when I got home. Well… poop.
Dec 31st
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“May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope...”
– Neil Gaiman  (via elige)
Dec 31st
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I am causing this turmoil.
Dec 30th
This Fall
I’m sorry to leave you, but I can’t wait to come back.
Dec 30th
Amanda came to lunch. We used to play with paper dolls in her grandmother’s attic and we used to go on adventures behind her grandmother’s house. I kept looking at her. We’re both so different. I kept wondering where’d all the time go.
Dec 30th
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We’re having lunch with our old neighbors from Chesterton today. Time has taken its toll.
Dec 30th
My Only Regret
I took in all that I could. I took you by the hand and we drove. We flew down the interstate and you blasted bad music, much to my protest. We sang along like idiots and smiled until our cheeks turned sore. We wound up in the town I spent about three years in, to one of the elementary schools I went to.  The ground was covered in snow.  We had a snowball fight. You were my first snowball fight. ...
Dec 30th
“We’re not even two people. Even before we met, we were just these two halves...”
– Sylvia  (via jacquerose)
Dec 30th
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For the record, I am innocent. Those plans must wait.
Dec 30th
“I want the box.”
– Sydney on opening presents. She didn’t want the gift inside. She wanted the box.
Dec 29th
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No matter the time of year, the stars always shine for us.
Dec 29th
“THIS IS NOT A GOOD SONG!”
– Me on Devin’s choice of putting on the album 21st Century Breakdown.
Dec 29th
With that look, he could have my world.
Dec 29th
“Shut up, Sasha!”
– Devin & I. The GPS wouldn’t be quiet.
Dec 29th
Scenes From An Italian Restaurant
Cold beer, hot lights, my sweet romantic teenage nights.
Dec 28th
West Lafayette SwagSwagSwag
Dec 28th
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Tomorrow
I’m officially seeing Devin.  Nothing can bring me down. 
Dec 28th
Our waiter gave us Red Hots because he thinks I’m hot. Duh.
Dec 28th
Oh my goodness. Our waiter. Oh my goodness. Beautiful boy.
Dec 28th
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Nostalgia hits hard.
Dec 27th
Playing I Spy in Ohio/Indiana is a waste of time. There are only so many ways you can disguise “cornfield” and “soy beans” and “silos” and “windmills.”
Dec 27th
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Guys. I hate Ohio.
Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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And I’m flying through your mountainside, dying in your plane crash of love.
Dec 27th
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Speechless Part Deux
tentasix: Remember when I went to see Company of Thieves for free? June 4th, 2011. It was a good day. She’s so beautiful.
Dec 27th
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Fuck The 12 Hour Car Rides
Fuck all of them.
Dec 27th
“Don’t you see? I don’t exist.”
– Never Come Back: Company of Thieves
Dec 27th
“We’re just two of many fractions of a part.”
Dec 27th
My heart aches and I know why.
Dec 27th
“i think of it like a tree, because every tree is really two trees. there’s the...”
– esther (elsewhere)
Dec 27th
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That feeling in the pit of my stomach is back. Looking at you breaks the illusion that I created. The illusion I never intended to have. 
Dec 27th
My Faith In The Prophet Has Been Restored
We’re never going home.
Dec 27th
“Maybe I’m dreaming you. Maybe you’re dreaming me; maybe we only exist in each...”
Dec 26th
The face of a happy girl. My plans are coming through. It’s just the waiting game now. I hope his dad lets him visit me, even though the new plan was last minute (it’s not my fault we had a death in the family.) BUT we figured it out on my side, and come on, Mr. McAtee, get in the holiday spirit.  I just want to see Devin. All I want to do. See him. Look at him. Take every feature of...
Dec 26th
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Funny Story
My family is eating at Isaac’s and our waitress’s name is Bernadette. All I can think of is… BERNADETTE PEOPLE ARE SEARCHING FOR THE KIND OF LOVE THAT WE POSSESSED. AND SOME GO ON SEARCHING THEIR WHOLE LIFE THROUGH AND NEVER FOUND THE LOVE I FOUND IN YOUUUUU.
Dec 26th
Hays Christmas Party
Canceled. The wake is Wednesday and the funeral is Thursday. Only my dad is going out there, as far as we know.  So the replanning begins. The dreadful replanning. The impossible replanning. 
Dec 26th
Let This All Work Out
Please. I’m begging.
Dec 26th
I'm Fading Into The Background
I’m becoming white noise.
Dec 26th
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I Wish I Knew How
To break the spell.
Dec 26th