February 2012
Full fledged freak-out mode.
“Because I have a squid.”
– Rachel Keller on why Will is a “pimp”
I Do Believe In Fairies, I Do, I Do
Let’s fly away to Neverland. After all, we’re never going home.
No big deal. Just ordered 20 copies of my book. I’ll be selling them for $8. WHAT A BARGAIN. So let me know if you’re interested in buying a copy!
Thank You
It’s the journey, not the destination. You’re closing the door and moving into a new room of the house. The door will always be there to open again. You will go to a new place and you will like it, and if not, you will come back and no matter what you do, take chances. Roll the dice. Take risks. Be happy.
There’s some kid in the cafeteria who keeps insulting this kid at the table next to me. It’s totally bizarre. He’s still talking. “Ya douchebag.” That’s all he’s repeating. I don’t understand.
I want to dye my hair again now that everything is winding down. And today was a lovely, beautiful day that is still making me look forward to this summer.
…so my school is on fire?
The word is foreign to me.
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You God damn son of a bitch. You. You. I can’t. There it is again. The void. I’m staring into an endless oblivion. And I have no idea where it leads, but I don’t want to move forward. I want to move backward at the speed of light. You God damn son of a bitch.
I’m scared to give it a listen
My mind wanders back to the falling, the hopeless falling from the 105th story. They were right. Movies are something that stay with you and change your life. More phrases and images come to mind, more and more keep coming. I don’t know what to do. No movie has ever overwhelmed me like this. People can say they hate it all they want, that Oskar Schnell was an obnoxious brat with bad manners,...
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GOD DAMMIT
A clip comes on from Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close and I’m sobbing.
I Forgot To Mention
I’m officially going to Ball State University.
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The Oscars
I love Tom Hanks. I love how much he’s showing up. He’s just my favorite actor in the world. He’s just a perfect human being.
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I haven’t said much lately. Nothing has been happening lately. Senior year is coming to a close. Four more months, just about. I’m itching to get out of here, to start fresh, to live a life away from this house and these people. Everything I say isn’t worth your time. I know.
You have to be the strangest person I’ve had the pleasure to get to know. I can hear you playing Simon Says. Don’t think I can’t hear you.
D’awh a baby just waved at me from the car sitting next to me at the train station.
Where in the world are you?
I am tired but I am restless.
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For me, it’s the askew, messy hair in the top right that makes this picture.
“Maybe ever’body in the whole damn world is scared of each other.”
– John Steinbeck, Of Mice and Men (via languagemagic)
“As happens sometimes, a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more...”
– John Steinbeck (Of Mice and Men)
That moment when you finish a book, look around, and realize that everyone is just carrying on with their lives as though you didn’t just experience emotional trauma at the hands of a paperback.
AND he was the sub. Fuck. Yes.
Of Mice & Men was beautiful.
Lately, I feel like someone… or something is following me.
Remember when I drove you through my old neighborhood and I pointed out everything I could remember?
I need to get back into photography again. I’ve been taking Polaroids and film stuff, but I haven’t been letting anyone really see them.
THIS FUCKING PART OF THIS FUCKING SONG. WHY. WHY. WHY DOES IT HURT.
alexanderjosephkulick:
I. don’t. know. a. damned. thing.
I’m still learning how to play this....
Leave it to my mom to remind me of everything wrong I’ve done. Every single time.
“If things were easy to find, they wouldn’t be worth finding.”
I might just go for a late night drive.
I just want to go on a God damn adventure. Really fucking bad.
weenie tee taw
Our group of Rock School gals is the best. I don’t know what I’d do without them.
